some days i live and some days i barely survive

some days i live and some days i barely survive

Somewhere in Corsica in 2014 - I wished I’d remembered where I took this photo exactly but sadly I don’t!

Some days are tougher than others. You wake up after a night of bad sleep just feeling slightly off. You know he reasons: bad sleep, hormones, bureaucracy driving you nutters and giving you a plethora of problems you wouldn’t have if outer circumstances wouldn’t decide to make your life hard and a constant struggle.

You know that having big amounts of money would at least solve all the bureaucratic and governmental harassment issues. Because with enough money you just delegate all of this nonsense to the experts and buy your way out of it into freedom.

I’m sick of this bullshit. I’ve been dealing with this for more than a decade solely because I earned my money the hard way as a freelancer. I can’t take this any longer. I have been burned out for years now and the beginning of this year I completely broke down being unable to work and continue living the way that led to this major burnout and breakdown!

All I want is being left alone from authorities making my life miserable while letting me earn money as an entrepreneur. Freelancing and 1:1 work is out forever for me, my nervous system is shot and today is one of the bad days.

It’s only 8 am and I already have a major headache and cried a lot even though it takes a lot to make me cry. Some days I live and some days I barely survive, today falls into the second category.

With love.

Your fave babushka Phyllis 😘🪆

P.S. if this resonates with you then subscribe to my babushka letters - my newsletter that is absolutely fun!  It's short and sweet, 1-2 minutes read landing in your inbox with some inspiration to eat well and enjoy life!